I have typed for so long. Then erased everything. And now I’m retyping – briefly from my memory. It’ll be messy thoughts – you’ve been warned.

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So, last week, my best friend lost her big brother after just 3 months of battling cancer ! I’m completed speechless. From the moment she shared the her brother diagnosis till the sad news, it’s just days.

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Just a week before, my beloved teacher lost her husband while she herself is dealing with a health battle. I did not dare to call her, afraid of making myself a fool in front of her. I texted her while wiping tears off my eyes.

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And then, yesterday, a close friend of mine lost her father.

— Just when I said enough is enough, my mentor just shared with me, that he is losing his 14-year-old beloved dog to a brain tumor.  The family is losing a member.

So much in so short time window. It hurt. Like a punch in the gut.

It’s the circle of life, the wheel of time will not stop. We were born, we live, then we die.

But still, how? why? why not?

I knew one thing now – I’ll treasure every moment I have onward.